I really dont mind sitting in shorts and a t-shirt in my freezing cold room tonight. I really dont mind crying, the sad music, and the lack of comfort. I would rather be alone, and wallow because I am honestly scared...

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Through out my life, you can say I havent really had a good turn out with best friends. I made one in first grade, who was like my first friend, and she stuck by me, and currently now, we are inseperable.

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I want to make up an ending to my life, the way I want it to end, the way I hope it ends, the way my book would end it. I keep thinking about it, and as hard as I try I cant still figure out what I want to do with my...

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I wonder what the verses would be to "We Didn't Start The Fire" if he had to write and add them into the song today. I wonder if he would add more negatives then positives, or more positives then negatives. If I ever...

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At last. Something that will unwind my brain, and let me type, even if it hurts, even if it doesnt make sense.

I watched Atonement. It is far more of a tear jerker then the Notebook, and even more of a...

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I don't know what I want.

I know I want to travel.

I don't know what I want to do.

I know I want to live.

I just don't know how.

I want to stay in love forever.

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So, people keep talking, people keep living. People keep dying, and doing every other verb in this world you can think of.

And I really can't think of one thing to say.

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I orginally had this entry renamed time, because I really wanted to write something based on what I felt, but there is nothing I can say. Nothing I can think of, nothing i want to put down. And I feel like I have an...

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All because Sarah Palin winked.

Can't wait to read the book.

Jesus christ we're in dark times.

And the idiocracy of people who actually think a wink means its gonna be ok.

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